忙了好久好久，缺乏睡眠了很久很久
也好久好久没有好好停下自己的脚步
留意身边的事物，关心自己的家人、朋友，和男友
身边一直围绕不愉快的事情
空气，已经被争执、误会污染
呼吸不到曾经被净化的空气
笑脸不见了
欢笑远离了
和睦失踪了
剩下的，只有紧绷的气氛
陪伴着空调传出的冷空气
冷冷的，寒寒的
哭了多少回，忘了
经历了友情和爱情的考验
是时候让一切曾经被泪水淹没的过去结束吗？
是时候让忙碌的自己，休息一下吗？
是时候让一直逃避的自己，重整思绪吗？
累了好久，也渴望休息了好久
想什么都不理了，什么也不想了
胡乱地交上报告，随便地呈现成果
日子就这么混过去
自己不见了
大家的自己都不见了
什么时候，可以看见黑暗里的曙光？
我期待吗？
我愿意等待吗？
我甘愿结束吗？
1 comment:
well, after seing u raise hand for the BDI, i just feel that something is missing in your life?
something that is essential in your life.
hope that you can find it soon.
if you really need someone to talk to, u can try me or others who are concern. like your friends?
or another way would be to calm down and rest and replenish the dreams that you original wanted to have.
it sounds like your dreams are broken and now you feel that there's no meaning in life anymore.
well, same thing happens to all of us. wish that you can go through this with the help of others.
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